A MINISTRY OF THE HEART COMPASSION DRIVES CHIEF OF CHAPLAINCY
Shirlee Zane has a degree in divinity, worked as a missionary and runs
Sonoma County's Hospital Chaplaincy Services. But don't look for her in church
this morning.
''I'm not going to any church right now,'' says Zane. ''I have a lot of
church burns that need time to heal.''
That doesn't mean Zane has given up spiritual pursuits. She's just changed
the venue.
Her ''spiritual nourishment'' now is found swimming laps at Finley Aquatic
Center, painting landscapes and still-lifes, walking around Spring Lake.
And it is found in her job as executive director of Hospital Chaplaincy
Services, where her work provides her with the ''anticipation, surprise and
mystery'' she once found in church.
At 36, with a short skirt and long, curly red hair, Zane won't be mistaken
for a somber cleric.
''Well, you don't have to be a grandfather like me to do this work,'' says
Dick Marquette, president of Hospital Chaplaincy's board of directors. ''What
you need most is compassion, and Shirlee's got a real sincere compassion for
the people we serve.
''She's also dynamic and creative, with incredible energy and marvelous
ideas.''
Zane runs a nonprofit agency that depends on the goodwill of more than six
dozen dedicated volunteers and of a community that contributes some $80,000 in
operating expenses each year. Another $35,000 comes from contracts with
hospitals and nursing homes where volunteer chaplains work regular shifts
visiting patients. The job requires her to be a mix of minister, therapist and
promoter.
People within Hospital Chaplaincy Services wondered if Zane might be too
''flashy'' when she took over the organization about 18 months ago, says Linda
Lampson, a former president of the board. But Zane quickly changed their
minds.
''She makes things happen,'' Lampson says. ''Our program was in a real
tailspin. We were in a downsizing mode, our existence was very, very
tenuous.''
But Zane was able to re-establish a valuable contract to provide chaplain
services for Kaiser Permanente hospital in Santa Rosa and successfully
negotiated another deal with Health Plan of the Redwoods.
''Within six months she had us to the point where we could bring salaries
back up and even add some office help,'' Lampson says. ''Shirlee has been
remarkable.''
Zane's route to the job has been circuitous: a degree in speech pathology
from Chico State, ordination as a minister in the conservative Evangelical
Free Church of America, work with the poor in the inner cities of Chicago, Los
Angeles and Caracas, Venezuela, and, finally, a stint as a bored housewife in
Santa Rosa.
She became acquainted with pain and suffering long before signing on as a
hospital chaplain.
A love for inner-city life
''I had loved the inner city,'' she says. ''When we were in Chicago, we
lived in Humboldt Park, the most violent neighborhood in the nation. Yet for
every war story, there's a flower in the crack in the sidewalk. That place was
filled with resilient, lovely people.''
Zane gets emotional talking about it. Tears come to her eyes as she
remembers her Puerto Rican and Honduran friends from Chicago and the
Salvadoran and Mexican women who immediately appointed themselves her son's
''grandmothers'' when he was born in 1988 in South Central Los Angeles.
But Zane left inner-city church work in 1990 when she and her husband, Greg
Herrick, moved north so Herrick could manage his family's Sonoma County
vineyard.
''I became a restless mother staying home with my son,'' she says. ''I got
involved in a white, middle-class, conservative church, leading a women's
group and talking about feminism and minorities, but I was just pissing people
off. I didn't fit.''
While Zane prominently displays her master's of divinity degree on her
office wall, she downplays her connection to conservative Christianity.
''I always felt like I had one foot in and one foot out,'' she says. ''I
liked the spiritual aspects, but at the same time I disagreed with other
parts. I could not be ordained in my church because I was a woman.''
Zane was raised by ''die-hard liberal'' parents in Southern California. Her
mother taught high school, her dad worked in the aerospace industry and both
were active in social causes.
'''Republican' was a dirty word in our household,'' Zane says.
At Chico State, which had a well-earned reputation as a ''party school,''
Zane concentrated on her studies, first in psychology and later in speech
pathology. She became active in a Christian campus group, volunteered for a
summer doing missionary work in Honduras and began thinking about the
ministry.
She married Herrick the week after graduation in 1982, then stayed in Chico
while he finished school. In the mid-1980s, Zane studied theology in Chicago
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